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I feel that the world is crumbling down. Everything is in ruins. My girlfriend and I has just broken up after 5 months of relationship. It's not because we don't love each other, in fact we do love so much, it's just that reality hit her. The problem was that she could not see a foreseeable future in our relationship because we're going to separate ways anyway after we graduate from high school so for her, not to suffer anymore burden she decided to end it quickly. Reality has cut our bond and might never reattach it ever again. We're still very, very close friends and I've advised a plan that since we're not lovers in reality but lovers at heart (in the deepest of her heart and mine as well, we have a strong affection), I told her that she can do anything she wants but I can still touch her like her hands and vice-versa. More in the line as "playmate". Although I will greatly miss her soft lips, breasts, kisses and the way she loved me. She was also incredibly sorry, she said it was not my fault but hers, being selfish. I also blame myself for being too over-caring and too nice to her, so much that she felt restrained and spoiled. I wish I had let her more freedom and I also wished that I hadn't complained to her that she was going out with her friends to a shisha bar and smoked shisha (I'm an anti-smoker and I also hate having a girlfriend that smokes). I greatly think that that was the catalyst of everything crumbling down. I'm lonely once again. Maybe for ever, who knows. It's been a very long time that I haven't felt like this. This post has been edited by Bloody_Monday on Mar 12 2012, 09:15 AM
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QUOTE (Bloody_Monday @ 9 hours, 19 minutes ago) | I feel that the world is crumbling down. Everything is in ruins. My girlfriend and I has just broken up after 5 months of relationship. It's not because we don't love each other, in fact we do love so much, it's just that reality hit her. The problem was that she could not see a foreseeable future in our relationship because we're going to separate ways anyway after we graduate from high school so for her, not to suffer anymore burden she decided to end it quickly. Reality has cut our bond and might never reattach it ever again. We're still very, very close friends and I've advised a plan that since we're not lovers in reality but lovers at heart (in the deepest of her heart and mine as well, we have a strong affection), I told her that she can do anything she wants but I can still touch her like her hands and vice-versa. More in the line as "playmate". Although I will greatly miss her soft lips, breasts, kisses and the way she loved me.
She was also incredibly sorry, she said it was not my fault but hers, being selfish. I also blame myself for being too over-caring and too nice to her, so much that she felt restrained and spoiled. I wish I had let her more freedom and I also wished that I hadn't complained to her that she was going out with her friends to a shisha bar and smoked shisha (I'm an anti-smoker and I also hate having a girlfriend that smokes). I greatly think that that was the catalyst of everything crumbling down.
I'm lonely once again. Maybe for ever, who knows. It's been a very long time that I haven't felt like this. |
oh man this pains me to hear.. goodluck in life.
lifelessons.exe executed.
Well,don't worry.There are plenty of girls out there.She might not be the one for you.Then so be it.
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QUOTE (Bloody_Monday @ Yesterday, 3:13 AM) | I'm lonely once again. Maybe for ever, who knows. It's been a very long time that I haven't felt like this. |
Hey, I haven't been reading much, but it seems she's your first love, am i correct?
Whether thats important or not, (even if the both you lost your virginity [its natural to still feel heartbreak and a connection of longing to the first person you lose your heart and virginitiy to})
The fact of the matter is, you two concluded, and decided what was best for the both of you and it was done, regardless of the pain. Honesty was out and the reality has hit you...both.
Don't EVER blame yourself for what you THOUGHT you have OVERdone. You just did what was right and comfotability from/of/and /for the both of you.
Remember, in life, the past is what us now, we take what we learnt and experience to become better, and better person right now.
In other words, you just experience an intense phase and traumatic experience in life. That is natural, allow time to grieve and mourn, but in time you must snap out of it.
Take it in heart as a life lesson, and an experience to remember, yourself in the future, what you do, and what not to do. If you're that concerned about anything related. etc. etc.
I can't think what to say, I never been in a real relationship (one was very close but ended horribly)
Remember, this is a phase, the moment is now, you can change, but if you wish to remain sad, and grieve, let it happen, until then after releasing your emotions via punching bag or crying or both. You will release all the negative energy.
And whne that happesn, a turning point will happen, you will feel. the power again to become you, and move on,
NO HOPING for the future ahead, ONLY THE POWER FOR USE OF NOW, is IMPORTANT.
So i hope this helps bloodymonday. I'm 20 single, and have issues but it doesnt stop me helping others. coz basically, im a nice guy....
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